Tuesday, March 29, 2011

The struggle to stay positive

Its been a pretty rough week. I was suppose to be starting AM springboard but we actually don't start until four weeks from now-very disappointed. I also feel like I have kind of lost my enthusiasm for the moment. My co-signer fell through and I was not approved for the loan by myself. So that means I don't get to start Animation Mentor in June like I wanted to. It is so heartbreaking to not be able to fulfill your dream. I am so close and yet so far away.  School is about $20,000 and I have now started a savings jar for it. I am hoping that eventually I will get my credit score up so I can get approved  and then put whatever money I have saved towards it. I may even need to try and pay for the whole thing - I am not sure If I will ever be able to do that. But I have to at least try. I don't want to give up but its just gonna be so hard. I really hope it wont end up being like in the movie "UP" when they keep using their savings for "Paradise Falls" to pay for flat tires and other unexpected money needs. So I'am going to try and keep on trucking-im trying my best to remember that things happen for a reason.
 So I'am going to start my own "Paradise Falls" savings jar for Animation Mentor. If anyone has any tips , money making ideas or wants to help by donating money I would really appreciate it!
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